E K A K S H

I lost control.

It was the only thing I wasn’t supposed to do, not in this condition, one thing I have been working so hard to keep all this time. But I lost it. When I saw her touching him, that asshole, and laughing about something he said, anger started bubbling inside me. Pure rage. The longer I stayed there and heard them talk, the more furious I got. Yet, I did my best to control myself, to avoid causing any drama in front of the employees. 

I was doing a pretty good job at that, at controlling my demons which were screaming at me to do something stupid, but the moment he asked her if she was single, I snapped. All the control, all the patience, was thrown out of the window in seconds. 

That’s something she does to me. She drives me insane without even lifting a finger, and no matter how hard I try to hold myself back, the voices in my head get the best out of me. She manages to push the switches that get an enraged reaction out of me, and I must say, she is doing a great job at it. It doesn’t help how she bosses everyone around at the office, or how she takes control over matters where she is involved. 

The old Lia was perfect.