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29. THE BEACH

  • 25 Oct, 2023

Insecurity, guilt, overwhelm

All these emotions are resurfacing through my brain every now and then.

Two days back Aadya left for Manhattan and I came back home. The fact that these were the weekends didn't help much with my situation. Gio has been working alone and looking after the company in Adrian's absence. Adrian is busy with 'something important' due to which all the workload got on Gio's shoulders. I can't blame him for this but I can't help my thoughts either.

We didn't speak much after that day. I know he won't ignore me but I can't help but think

What if he is done with this relationship

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